Saturday, April 14, 2012

No sunsets would not work

Ahhhhh ... Wright Patman Lake, Texarkana, Texas.

I remember when this lake was being built. Daddy said ALL that land that you can see will be filled with water.

Grew up water skiing over stobs that had been left by submerged trees!

Attended my first snipe hunt and submarine races here...

Necked with Ricky and slid down the spillway slopes on cardboard.

It has gotten very pretty through the years. This lovely site is $10. It's a Corps park where us old people get half price. Still a beautiful campsite for $20!

Made up my mind to go back to Port Aransas after saying Happy Birthday to m'baby Tuesday... Two whole years old ... the most precious little angel in the Universe .... don't care what you say ;)

Tried to book online but no 30 day stuff ... So called Mary and she said monthly rentals are only for November December January February and until spring break... RATS!

So now what... Ah little bird just flew really close ... Mourning Doves have been mourning all afternoon ... so pretty .... Lil butterflies DAMN gnats!

It's so pretty right now ... sun has gone down ... Pink and gray hues are here... sunrise remnants ... quiet ... lots of folk here but no in your face closeness.

I'm not lonely and love this blessed solitude with nature

But

It surely would be swell to have someone to go ahhhh with

Y'all send out vibes for me - prayers - whatever ... I'm so very alone.

Pitiful

Going home was the pits on so many levels ... I am truly on my own as I was a hundred years ago.... aimless no purpose ... haha well? 100 years ago I didn't give a rats ass...

But now after all the thises and thats to end up basically homeless and friendless ?

I had some bad dude karma coming .... whoa

So.... One day one hour at a time .... as long as my health holds up .... so grateful ...

I really need to find a way to wrap my brain around these facts along with a limited amount of money... That's the scariest part.

Hopefully next post will be sans pity party... They never last too long but when in the throes ... I'm a real rolling on the floor throwing a tantrum kinda kid...

Well? It's about Homer time ... got electric so will watch a video...might even paint m'toenails pink! I bought some new polish.... Pretty pale pastel pink .... Toes are not attractive enough for RED ...

G'night blog ol buddy ol pal .... Mm someone's night fishing in their boat .... Only noise about...

And hooray no mean lights .... nice and nature hues all about .... don't ever think I'm not grateful for these wonderful options ... wind is kicking up ... supposed to be severe storms tomorrow ... Attendant said maybe I shouldn't be so close to the water ... hah! Beautiful ... I can move really easily ... Just got the eclectic cord inside ... I'll leave it and will come back for it..

Haaa hit two trees backing up .... What in the world would I do if I had something longer than Homer!

8 comments:

  1. Girl...you are cracking me up! and I am saying that in a nice way. Give yourelf time...make some new friends that want to do the same thing you are doing. At this point you don't even know what you want to do but it will come. Tell yourself you are not going to commit to anything for a month. Don't buy anything on IMPULSE...it will come back to haunt you. Get out of that tornado country though...

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    1. I crack me up too! I'm not .... It's just that it's getting hotter and Homer does not have an air conditioner that I can leave on all night... So gotta head nawth! I'm looking high and I'm looking low for pals .... Joined all kinds of thises and that's .... Hard to find nonjudgmental folk with senses of humor it seems.... Can't stand closed minds... It'll come ... Just want a place ti hang where it's cool and nice upbeat folk

      Used to meet people at work....

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  2. Pretty sunset - love the pastels. And stay safe, don't park near the water if you've been warned! It might come up to you faster than you expect....Hmmm, I have an idea about a/c. It might help you a little bit. I'll do a google & send you what I find. Ever hear of the ice chest a/c's?

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    1. Haaaa just watched your video .... Redneck air conditioner .... love it!

      That and the fiish cleaning sign made my morning .... Well along with this million dollar view for $10!

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    2. Oh dear, now I see what you mean and why you're not on your way up Hwy 1. Get it together girl! Do any damage when you hit those trees?

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    3. I am and nah .. I go so slowly because I'm sure I'm going to hit something! sigh just some bark from the tree and I think it will wipe off ... maybe the storms will wash it away... The two trees seem unscathed !

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  3. Carolyn, You're never alone when you've got us to blab with every night. We might not be right there next to you, but we're only a Siri away. :o)

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    1. Thanks, Dee ... I'm much better today and my pity party is being put in its place .... The waste if time file drawer...

      ;)

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