I spoke to the faintest first starlight ..

This is a weird post... even from me. I'm feeling philosophical and weird and am totally in awe of people ... in general. The assholes... the uptight .... the self righteous ... the ones who want to make the rules for the rest of us. We give our power over to the strangest people/things ... our addictions ... anything that has power over us and makes us unhappy or lost or put up with stuff we hadn't oughta...

We --- the people --- are truly interesting. Not only do we put up with stuff that goes against our innate grain ... but we will store it. Keeping it all locked inside ... the rent is our making ourselves miserable ... obviously we want to keep this harmful stuff... otherwise it would seem we would have a purge party. Instead, it seems, we will have a pity party. Such a pity.

Of course this may not apply to any one reading this... :D

I recognize my weirdness... I do wish others would admit they're weird and move along instead of insisting they're sane. seriously

This song by Bob Seger says a lot. Not just about a relationship with the opposite sex... I'm interpreting it as a relationship with myself and the Universe.

In my next life? I'm planning on getting it right... how? you might ask? I don't know.

Lots of stuff happening this week... I'll keep ya posted ;)

Took a look down a westbound road,

Right away I made my choice

Headed out to my big two-wheeler,

I was tired of my own voice

Took a bead on the northern plains

And just rolled that power on

Twelve hours out of mackinaw city

Stopped in a bar to have a brew

Met a girl and we had a few drinks

And I told her what I'd decided to do

She looked out the window a long long moment

Then she looked into my eyes

She didn't have to say a thing,

I knew what she was thinkin'  

Roll, roll me away,

Won't you roll me away tonight

I too am lost, I feel double-crossed

And I'm sick of what's wrong and what's right

We never even said a word,

We just walked out and got on that bike

And we rolled

And we rolled clean out of sight

We rolled across the high plains

Deep into the mountains

Felt so good to me

Finally feelin' free

Somewhere along a high road

The air began to turn cold

She said she missed her home

I headed on alone

Stood alone on a mountain top,

Starin' out at the great divide

I could go east, I could go west,

It was all up to me to decide

Just then I saw a young hawk flyin'

And my soul began to rise

And pretty soon

My heart was singin'

Roll, roll me away,

I'm gonna roll me away tonight

Gotta keep rollin, gotta keep ridin',

Keep searchin' till I find what's right

And as the sunset faded

I spoke to the faintest first starlight

And I said next time

Next time

We'll get it right

Words and music by Bob Seger