the amended non post

Shouldn't even post...  I'm bummed and tired and emotionally spent. The custody stuff is escalating and getting just so hurtful.

My little granddaughter has been so sick the last couple of nights. She stayed with me at night. My son had to work both mornings early ... I've gotten no sleep but as Joe took her back to her Mother late this morning ... I was able to grab a few hours which seems to have just depressed the hell outta me.

So much about yesterday and last night and today I could write but I'll do so in my private blog... just suffice it to say.... ol blog ol buddy ol pal... this ol broad is tired ---- isn't that why I wanted to get in Homer and preserve what little hope I feel is left for me to be happy? I need to get away from the drama.... and, as written... Joe just does what Joe does... huh?

oh, off to my private blog and rant to end all rants... ha

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February 24, 2012
Feeling the Flow
Aries Daily Horoscope
Your reactions to the circumstances that befall you today may be laden with emotions. You may feel temperamental and thus relate to others and your environment in an overly sensitive way.

The agitation and subsequent emotional instability that may well up within you can lead you to see offense where there was none intended and to lose your composure in difficult situations.

In order to once again live, work, and play harmoniously, you may need to take steps to regain your emotional equilibrium. This can be accomplished by reminding yourself that you have ultimate control over your emotional state and that it is possible to divest yourself of unproductive feelings.

Consider, today, that approaching the world with a peaceful demeanor will likely smooth your passage through your personal and professional spheres. 

Maintaining your emotional equilibrium allows you to keep your composure and mental clarity regardless of what is going on around you. We may fail to regulate our feelings because we believe that changing our emotional patterns will deprive us of our inner richness.

Yet when you strive to attain tranquility and mindfulness, your emotions do not disappear. Rather, your feelings flow freely when you have achieved emotional equilibrium.

You can actively experience a wide range of emotional states without letting those states control you because you are grounded in the moment.

There can be no emotional instability or ongoing negativity because all feelings are fleeting. When you move through life in an emotionally balanced way today, little will be able to disconcert you.
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Funny - not tee hee funny but peculiar funny how these daily horoscope readings can be so right on….
You know how many times I've practiced emotional stability training? hah

Well… as I read this - decided to post - then post this and am now typing this… here comes that precious sense of humor of mine.

Thank you….

I even fetched a picture! ... amazing therapy this blog business

I'm off to bed... at 6:15pm? right after I have some lemon pound cake with blueberries.... ;)